Interests:I like to draw, sleep, read, etc....i cant think of anything else at the moment -_- Expertise:being myself and confused o_O Occupation:Student Industry:Medical
Yey! the back dorm boys is on my site^^. this is my new favorite video of theirs^^ although the i want it that way one was also pretty good. but oh well. oh n a happy late christmas to all n an early happy new year^^
sometimes we forget to return to reality and once we do we regret. sometimes we forget what life is and decide to leave. sometimes we get so caught up with our emotions and get lost in the emptiness of our soul that we forget the ones who care. sometimes we get so scared and , thinking it is us against everything else that we dont realize we r slowly slipping away into oblivion. we tend to forget the mystery of living and lose all sense of hope. somewhere out there is a person willing to take the burden and save you from your pain, yet we feel that there is no such person who would understand........................
well my cousin left today to go back to cali-hawaii...but ill get to see her again in december (hopefully)......anyways.................so much has happened and so much ive come to realized...i figured that if i want to keep on going that i cant rely on others or expect help, cuz all in all its up to me...my own choices...my own path...if i dont have the strength to go on by myself then i dont deserve to move forward..........................it seems like the more i get to know ppl then the more i try to avoid them, i guess learning the other persons true self isnt always a good thing............hopefully this year my doubts would be proven wrong and that my worries become optimistic thoughts instead.....hopefully ppl would be one step closer to finding their true identity and accept it...but in the end this is jst too much ask and i just need to expect that the result is going to be the same (year after year)...................this time no matter what obstacle may come my way i wont hesitate to fight it cuz now i found my purpose and ill get through it. if i fall and break, ill search for my missing pieces and put them back together...cuzing waiting and hoping for something to come is pointless unless u take actions.... dreaming and wishing isnt going to get me any where except from where i started.....if ppl cant accept who i am then i dont feel like wasting anymore time on them...im tired of trying...tired of hoping...tired of being used.....immoving on
